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It may surprise a few of you to learn that I didn't properly experience hentai until I was 20 years old. Shocking, really, considering that I independently thought up the concept of tentacle violation sometime in my early teen years without even knowing it was a thing. And I'm pretty sure that was one of the many private fantasies that starred my high school crush back in the day, who coincidentally bore a striking resemblance to Yukino Hongou from Kowaku no Toki minus the purple-tinted hair.

I am 99% sure that the first proper hentai clip I ever saw was the tentacle scene from episode 2 of Mahou Shoujo Meruru. This was almost certainly followed, within a few weeks, by one scene or another from Inyouchuu The Animation, something I ran into every now and then for the next few years without seeing it as anything special other than being really hot. From what I recall, the name Inyouchuu didn't truly stick in my head until sometime around 2019, when I started to take a bit more notice of the origins of things I'd found. Gradually, I began to realize the series had a lot more interesting lore than I'd previously thought.

Fast forward to early 2024, when I finally came to terms with a lifechanging revelation: I didn't crave having a girl like Mikoto. I wanted to be one. The fact that I didn't understand what was wrong for nearly ten years of being a teenager on what felt like someone else's character profile, and then spent over ten more years consciously wishing I'd been born female, is an absolute embarrassment to my own self-awareness. Anyway, the hormonal treatment that would bring me closer to my ideal form also came with a side effect that worried me: it represses most of one's libido. Was this going to kill my interest in hentai?

The answer, as it turned out, was no. True, I have far, far less drive to seek it out now, but I'm still capable of feeling "in the mood" - it's just a mood I have to put myself into intentionally now, rather than it being a random thing that clouds my judgment. I control my libido now - it doesn't control me.

If anything, my unusual "not horny 99% of the time" attitude means I look at Inyouchuu through a very different lens than most fans. The lore fascinates me, some H-scenes feel more like a fictional science documentary, and character interactions leave me craving more wacky slice-of-life. Heck, it even prompted me to branch out my fanfiction production line.

In December of 2024, JAST USA - the distributor that released an English-localized version of Shin'yaku In'youchuu two years prior - put the game on a 30% off sale, alerted to me when I happened to wander onto EchelonV's Twitter profile. (I have since deleted my account, due to many many things that X/Twitter/Musk have done that I cannot support.) It was then that I decided I needed to buy it. I didn't even necessarily plan on playing it, given I was already aware the games were much more graphic than the OVAs that I always enjoyed. But I still wanted to support the creators that made it all happen.

But then I joined their community on Discord, chatted about it with others, became friends with EchelonV, and finally caved. No pun intended. I had to experience the game myself - and, equipped with screen and face recording to document my experiences, set out on a quest for the Good End, absorbing all the game's lore in the process.

And then I read a line of Takeru's internal monologue at the end of her route, and broke down into tears as I fell in love with this series all over again. (SPOILER WARNING in the next couple paragraphs)

Takeru grew up with a relatively masculine name, doesn't entirely conform to one gender or another, and doesn't like people making things unnecessarily personal. She endures body horror that deprives her of opportunities that women should (if they so choose) be rightfully entitled to. And once it all comes to pass, she's stuck with giving herself lifelong treatments under the threat of otherwise becoming something that disgusts her.

Takeru isn't a transgender woman, but her story absolutely nailed how I felt inside IRL, and it hit me hard. And that level of introspection finally unraveled all the other reasons why I had always connected with Inyouchuu so deeply:

Inyouchuu might be one of the most unhinged entertainment franchises around, but like every story I've deeply connected with, I think my life is better off for having discovered it. I also became one of the only people in the world to have cosplayed Mikoto, with the other being - if I'm assuming correctly - her actual voice actress.

Fast forward again to recently, and Discord's age-verification policies in 2026 (forced ID submission) are threatening to tear apart NSFW communities within it - and until this point, the only active English-speaking Inyouchuu community that I am aware of was on Discord. Lost media has always upset me, especially the thought of losing even more history and information about the hentai series that (oddly) comforted me more than any other.

And so, I dusted off my limited web administration experience, threw together instances of a forum and wiki, and here we stand today. I don't know how active we'll get around here, but with any luck, the fall of adult spaces on Discord will remind the world to appreciate private community forums.

I'm TamazingRandom. I respond to any variation of that nickname. I discovered Inyouchu with the first manga. Mikoto impregnating herself struck a cord with me because I like futa, weight gain, and preg bellies. I also enjoy weakness or power stealing. I thought it was a done in one. So imagine my surprise when I discovered Etsu released by Soft Cel under the title "The Devil's Virgins". Again Mikoto got a cute puffy belly.

Now I display that blu-ray on a shelf with all my anime blu-ray. I have it listed alphabetically to see if anyone ever notices. Like a dare to myself.
I eventually realized there was more to Inyochu and stumbled into the community when JAST put out the first game. Now I just have fun hanging out with everyone.

I'm also a huge Henshin Hero fan. I actually found an episode of Android Hero Kikaier where he fights a Unicorn that looks suspiciously like Nightmare!

I usually go by NotImportant (a holdover name from when my acct was a throwaway alt) but I also go by givemeecchi!

My relationship with nukige began just as I started college back in late 2021 when I felt like I wasn't getting enough out of doujinshi... My first nukige was actually Taimanin Yukikaze because I remembered seeing the hentai in high school. After completing both the Taimanin series and Kangoku Senkan I found the Inyouchuu remake translated by JAST, I booted it up, got Mikoto's first bad end, and didn't open the game for another two months.

Finding myself fully disgusted, but intrigued I powered through Inyochu and ended up loving it! I ran through the rest of the series afterward using textractor and these games have completely altered my tastes lol. I'm into body modification, monsters, tentacles, impregnation, brainwashing, a little bit of ntr (its very situational), and uhm... a bunch of other stuff, check my twitter lol.

I plan on writing a few pieces here, not just about inyouchuu, but other series as well! I'm currently watching the Toho era of Godzilla films for example, and would like to talk about them as I go through the series. On the more nsfw side, I am interested in CHAOS-R's magical girl series of vns, and I sift through a TON of rpgmaker slop... There's just so much to talk about! Let's hope for the best here!

We all discovered Inyouchuu differently - and with vastly different reactions - but we're all here for our shared love of Mikoto and friends, and that's what matters in the end.

Phew, collapsible quoting is a massive relief for the reading experience here, fortunately it was an easy mod. Carry on everybody!

Well at this rate I'm probably the grandfather demon of English Inyouchuu fandom, lol. I dug up something titled "Meioh Tentacle History" from 2014:

Spoiler

Well, I thought anime girls were hot back in my early teen Toonami days when they aired Tenchi. One day I decided to (AOL?) search "tenchi girls" or something and the new world opened. I have never stopped loving hentai ever since. Originally the tentacle stuff creeped me out, made me uncomfortable, and even seemed demonic (struggled with religion), but I guess those were early signs that my destiny was already written. I was never in it for the dudes, but naturally it was fun seeing naked anime girls getting banged and doing fun things. After awhile I discovered Viper RSR which is an old game made up of gifs and monster rape was the theme. I've just naturally always loved when girls take on big dicks and have to take on massive inhuman loads of ejaculate. I absolutely loved the contrast between the grotesque (monster/tentacle/etc) and the beautiful, being the girl obviously. To this day that remains. I like to see girls submit, and the tentacle/monster or large beasts always overpower them. I always liked weird indescribable monster designs and thought "the nastier the better". Because it is the realm of creativity and no rules. My porn tastes are actually pretty tame, the furthest I go is enjoying the occasional DP or something. Hentai and porn are very different worlds for me.

From there I just followed along the more extremes, which is basically Inyouchuu that developed most of my main fetishes thesedays. I always like to say, I love hentai/tentacles, but then I love Inyouchuu and that artist even more. It's another realm. A grand heaven (or hell) for my desires.

Completely naked: Something the artist does in all is CG's, is pit the girls completely naked 90% of the time, which I prefer to outfits and such. I like girls having "nothingness" (outside of accessories) and I guess it just adds more into my desire of them being completely powerless.
Stomach bulging/large insertions: Large insertions were a gradual turn on because like mentioned before I always liked girls taking on big ones, it was amazing and unbelievable to see these girls take on insertions in a cool manor.
Cum inflation/impreg: And like before I've always like heavy use of cum everywhere, so inflation was an instant love. Inyouchuu takes these elements and more to the next level, instead of just being tentacle rape, the goal of the tentacles is to fill the girls up and impregnate them with bugs/larvae/eggs, you name it. The thought of girls being "filled up" with all kinds of junk of unknown origin that shouldn't belong, eventually turned me on. I should also mention I am a much bigger fan when the tentacles and whatnot are organic, rather than mechanical. It's hotter to me, because it's more alien, those tentacles, those "things" are fucking girls and probably feeling it or have some kind of natural instinct or motive kicking in
And the last one probably being loli, purely fictional in hentai, in combination with my infatuation of seeing really tight anime girls take on huge insertions, the combination just worked really well and made sense. I see it as basic math, the smaller the girl... the bigger the insertion, perfect! evil laugh

I have not and do not ever see myself getting into guro, scat, and any of that stuff. Or furries, that is completely foreign to my tastes, I don't get it, but more power to those who do! Everyone has their stuff. It's all about cute girls being ravaged and filled up with monstrous unknown demons and monsters for me.

And for a happy ending, although the Inyouchuu/Aojiru games are very sadistic, the anime versions kind of being the "happy endings", I like to see girls enjoy themselves in the end. Rape is kind of loosely thrown around in hentai and it applies a bit here for me. I enjoy seeing girls submit and be in a completely naked, and powerless situation as explained, but I like to see their carnal desires and lust kick in, for them to willingly become a sex slave, a monster breeding incubator... it's the perfect ending for me.

I like to joke that Meioki is my hero and who I would love to be in a dream world.

He wins in the anime, cue a bad ending (or good one depending on how you see it). All the girls accept their fate and happily breed demon bugs for him, he fucks one of them for power, and he cast a curse on a set of twins making them appear as loli for eternity, and he fucks them for fun. This would be my ultimate harem. These girls will be my cum dumpsters, and they will love it, and I will take good care of them.

It is almost as if I wish victory for both sides. Surely, some girls out there would be in heaven to be in constant ecstasy from tentacles and the like? Yet there are a lot of people out there that have a fetish or thought of wanting to be a girl for a day, or be a loli, or be a male be gets tentacled themselves... these thoughts never cross my mind though. I just want to be the masculine entity, the man, the monster, the tentacles, to fill girls up.

Maybe my Libra sign has something to do with it since I favor a lot of "balance" in just about everything. Perhaps that makes me tilt toward the weird contrast, of the untainted and innocent, along with the perverse and chaotic.

Phew, I wonder if you were ready for that essay. ^_~

Yes, I like many other things, from metal, to videogames, to anime, etc. I am a normal guy in the end! lol

That covers a lot of it. If I think back more, it was probably Tifa Lockhart that opened me up to the world or perversion. What a surprise?

And well, things always change and evolve. I'll say I'm more in my darker era now. Maybe I'll explain later. Tongue

Initially there were huge ~2 year gaps between the Inyouchuu OVA's, so it felt like an eternity back then. When I first got into the series, it was just the first two games floating around and episode 1 of Inyouchuu The Animation from Himagin, Amour, (later PoRo), that really kicked off my obsession. By then I was over any porno guilts and embracing my hentai life.

How to put it... one day, watching Nightmare and Mikoto having sex, maybe still sub 10 viewings into it, I had the most intense orgasm ever, that 20 years later I feel like I can still recall. LOL. Well... Mikoto had me for life from then on.

It was agony not knowing the story, so I can barely even recall the events of how I got my friend Barber of Damascus from Hongfire and someone else to help translate and sub the episode. I learned how to time things and quality check a bit to help, or encode, but was never great. I don't think had anything to do with episode 2 later on, by that one things were getting subbed more often. Yet when Shoku came out from MS-Pictures, it was still niche', so I helped get that one subbed. Years later, I reached out to Fakku to commission someone to sub the bonus episode with Ouka and Kikuka, then did that again with the Etsu bonus episode. In the Shoku bonus, the TL left a hidden note that was something like "Who the fuck likes this?" Hah.

From 2011-2014 and on when the second generation emerged, the Gaiden's, Kyou, Goku, and Shin/Remake, I was able to start importing things and really amass a real intimate collection. Now I have a nasty room full of Inyouchuu art as some know. Living in my own bio cave.

Another cool thing was how the mid 2000's during all this, was the Pixy-Soft era. Where Taimanin Asagi was started, Himekishi Lilia, so many great tentacle/monster OVA's were releasing on a monthly basis. Talk about taking that for granted. The hentai OVA industry is in a sad state nowadays and has been for like a decade. The second Shoku OVA is a bit of an embarrassment production wise... I wonder how that one was made. Meanwhile so many games remain not adapted, but maybe they're better off with how bad OVA's are now. I really want to see anime Rinko though.

Overall, I'm obsessed and consumed, impregnated with this series myself, lol. There's so much to recount, I'm probably still forgetting a lot. I have made some friends that come and go in the community. Was always talking up a storm on Hongfire, then Anime-Sharing, etc. For many years, I would routinely search the internet for all kinds of Inyouchuu words or kanji to dig up what I can. Use the JP proxies when Japan was blocking the US a lot for awhile. Basking in a better internet and world before social media really ruined a lot and now we have AI and all this drama. Sigh. I miss when being an otaku was more of a secret gated niche'. But enough of that, Inyouchuu has forever been my favorite thing in hentai to the point of something I truly adore and love in a very deep way, even if it's nukige in the end. It makes me and my body feel very good and I can only hope others out there find their favorite things in life like I did with Inyouchuu.